unseen again

Hello all,
So the new semester has started or is about to anyway. And once again I find myself invisible. I mean I know you have other friends too but what kind of a friend does that make you to me if i get pushed to the side when they are around. Maybe we shouldn't be friends if thats how you are going to treat me. I don't need this shit. I have enough to deal with. And now we re suppose to have a good time tonight. But I am going to be in a bad mood which makes drinking an even worse idea. Fuck this I can't believe that I was upset that I almost didn't come back. No matter how much I hate to admit it may be Elizabeth was right. I feel used. I have and would do anything for you guys but can you same the same. Whatever

Until next time
NSQG